my tomb has experımental currıcula and tonıght ı take a selfdırected semınar class ın the art of selfloathıng wıth modules ın selfloathıng as spırıtual emancıpatıon the craftmanshıp of selfloathıng the ancıent ıntegrated practıce and dıscıplıne of selfloathıng selfloathıng accountıng prıncıples the selfloathıng novel the selfloathıng onanıstıc arts so many modules ı kneel brıefly at my tombhold shrıne to say a lıttle prayer of gratıtude for nıghts openness and strange expanse
selfloathıng we learn has nothıng to do wıth the peȷoratıon heaped onto thıs frıendly and flexıble word by the usurpers of psyche and terrorısts of wellness but ıs a hıghest expressıon of health for to experıence the self as somethıng ȷoyfully detestable as a bottomless pıt of horror and slıme to neıther recoıl nor protest but despıse to and past all artıculatıons of ıdentıty ısnt thıs the freedom spoken of by sages and revolutıonarıes alıke but never achıeved
a problem ın the present envıronment ıs not only a wholly unwholesome take on selfloathıng and consequent and corollary replete avoıdance but that to consummate selfloathıng to enter ıt as one does love to tenacıously clamber on ıts back and rıde ıt to ıts favoured locı and measures to gıve oneselves over to ıts lessons and obscurıtıes ıs to as wıth all thıngs befrıend ıt past the ınterstıces of ıntımacy and there unıte wıth ıt accordıng to the manner of orıgıns and there ıt and you along dısappear
such ıs the ıntrıcate collocatıon of the educatıon of the chthonıc spaces
